THE ONE ABOUT 2019.
I’ll have to admit — 2019 wasn’t too shabby! First of all, it flew by within a second per usual, but this year was especially fast. I honestly had a great time this year and a lot has happened that I am proud of! And of course, some things happened that I am definitely not proud of... But alhamdulillah for everything, right?! It’s time to reflect on the good, the bad, and the ugly to make a better 2020 inshallah!
LET’S RECAP THIS YEAR.
SOME NOT SO GREAT MOMENTS OF 2019.
Every year comes with good and bad — it’s inevitable. It’s time to reflect on the not so great times of 2019.
MY GREATEST DISAPPOINTMENT.
In 2019, I completely let myself down with the gym and eating healthy. I don’t know what came over me this year, but I was just eating uncontrollably and barely going to the gym for months at a time! I was so lazy this year and to top it off, I ate like a straight monster. With that being said, there ended up being a big price to pay — I am ending the year at the highest weight I’ve ever been in my entire life and it’s so disappointing. 😞 I feel that I’ve let myself cross a line that I promised I would never even get near. But I’ve crossed it and it’s been so hard to come back. I’m now 153 pounds and I’ve never felt more disappointed in myself. I would say this was my biggest let down of 2019, which leads to my 2020 new year resolutions.
“NEW YEAR, NEW ME.”
I am one of those people who are all about the “New Year, New Me!” It honestly feels good to start a new year — it’s ending one chapter and starting the next. Life is all about new beginnings, becoming better versions of ourselves, and starting fresh. Whether you like to believe it or not, we all need a fresh start with a lot of things in life. I don’t know what about a new year makes people so motivated to work on imperfections, but it really does. And what’s wrong with that? If a new year is someone’s motivation to start something new or to change habits, don’t shit on them. Support them! Let them run with it.
I WISH YOU WELL!
Thank you all for reading about my 2019 and my goals of 2020! I hope you all took the time to reflect on your own past year and made goals or resolutions for your new year. We’re going into a new decade! Make the most of it and achieve your goals, you deserve it. I wish the best for all of you and hope you are blessed with a healthy and happy new year, inshallah! ❤️
HERE’S TO NEW BEGINNINGS.
Goodbye 2019, Hello 2020!